OKAY, I’M DONE…..FOR NOW. UGHASKJLAFD:LKS:AK”:KFASKF
LEMME JUST KISS IT AND MAKE IT ALL BETTER!
i have a new blog.
if you still want to follow me, get the url off my facebook paaage. or i may have started following you within the past two days. :)
FUCK DEM HATERZ
I gotta tell you, girly; your senior year of high school seems to be more and more like mine was. I dunno if Dave has told you anything about it, but I'll give you the short version. Basically, the few friends I had disowned me, ignored, ostracized me and it was devastating. Truly more devastating than anything other tragedy in my life thus far. And so then began the mind games. I felt cheated, like there had been a major injustice, so I retaliated. I wrote notes to these girls, wrote on their walls on Facebook, emailed them. And they wrote back. Here's where the similarity begins: with these hate messages. Honestly, coming from someone who wrote messages exactly like the ones your getting, just know this. They have been exaggerated and blown out of proportion in order to make you feel worse about yourself. Most of it is a full-out lie. I'm sure you have a few enemies, like all of us who have an opinion, but it is nothing to the extent these monsters of people who have been intentionally and actively trying to cause you harm have been saying to you. I know you're a strong person and I know you're a caring and loving person. I'm sure most of this doesn't even phase you. But to erase any seed of doubt, I have written this for you. The only thing you don't deserve is this treatment. And as a person who wrote nasty notes like that, even though they weren't to you, I'd like to apologize, for me and these other people. They will mature one day and see how wrong they've been. And they will regret it. As I have. Have fun in Georgia, girly. I'll miss you and Dave and allllllll the childrens. <3
My entire high school experience was filled to the brim with obstacles like this, some warranted but most, like you said, were misunderstandings warped and exaggerated. I sincerely apologize for what your friends put you through and sympathize. I, fortunately, have never been put down by my own friends, and for that I am eternally grateful. I have all I need. You were correct in assuming that I am untouched by this. I know what I am, I know where I’m going, and I don’t intend on letting anyone stand in my way, especially people who only knew me in the past, or never knew me at all. Thank you for you kind words. I see all the things in you that you do in me. Despite what they think, I have plenty of people in this world who love me -all that I need- but it means to world to know that I’ve got one more. Especially someone like you.
i will admit ive posted a few insults on your wall. i hate you and thats a fact. but, im not a bully, which is also a fact. i refuse to lose myself in this game of hate, just like i refuse to get pulled back into your circle of manipulation. im simply done. there is more than one person posting these nasty things on your wall, and whether or not youve figured out who we are, it certainly wont be me from this day forward.
im not a bully and i will not be bringing myself down to your level anymore.

Anonymous
“May the forces of evil become confused on the way to your house.” -George Carlin
i think the reason we all choose to remain anonymous on here is because we like to keep you guessing. from the pool of all possible suspects that hate you (which, by now, is much like the pond between here and england), which few of us could it be? we have all found ways and people to make us happy and, along the way, we began seeing the faults in all your self-deemed "logic." i dont stick with petty insults or catty remarks that you clearly deserve, i like to point out the clear faults imprinted in every fiber of your being. thats who you are and you dont deserve better.

Anonymous
“Only peons make excuses for themselves. Never apologize, never explain.” Janet Fitch
Why can't you just give a single honest answer..in your OWN words and not something clever you looked up through Google?

Anonymous
why can’t you take credit for YOUR own words, instead of remaining anonymous?
i do have better things to do in my day than to ridicule you or demean you, as, who is that? david frank? AYW? come on, silly girl, we all know better than that. a circle of friends will always be a circle of friends and he hasnt seemed to escape you yet, despite the fact that you cheated on him.
like he said, i do have better things to do with my day, but so did you. you had better things to do with your day, but you CHOSE to spread rumors and lies about me, all of which were very cruel. you could have accomplished all of the things on that list of his if only you had the intelligence or wisdom to just leave well enough alone. but you didnt and still dont.
i will hate you until the day i die, and you want to know whats funny about that? every single person i mention your name to says the same :)

Anonymous
“I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear.” -Martin Luther King Jr.
The fact that you can retaliate against anything anyone says to you on such an intellectual level is incredible. Ignorant assholes don't have anything on you.

Anonymous
don’t worry about it. i know. :)
Seven minutes. Seven minutes is the time it took me to find out where I could get to your formspring/tumblr question blog, write out these couple paragraphs and demean you because I don't like you. In that time, I could have scheduled a docter's appointment to check on my OWN well-being, and spent less time ridiculing others of theirs. I could have read the first few pages of a wonderful novel I have never read yet. I could have told 50 people how much I love them, in the time it took me to tell one person that I didn't. I could have found a new website or blog to follow, something that really opens my mind, but no. Instead, I decided to waste five minutes in telling you I dislike you, or anything else cruel that comes to mind as this message goes along.
I could have taken a step to head outside and see the world. I could have told someone how I truly feel about them. I could have taken the time to think about something intelligent and worth your time to demean you with to your face. Even better, just left you alone. But no. I left you a comment. Here. Do I need to grow up? Do I need to get a life? Do I need to not be such a prick/bitch? No. I just need to take a step back, and look at my life. What am I doing with it? Seven minutes seems a lot longer than when you look at it that way.
AYW, Courtney Gapac.
As for the rest of you... Take a step back. If you can't think of three good things that you've done for someone in the same day that you felt the need to ridicule someone (on a very religious basis, might I add), then maybe you need to re-evaluate how you life your life.

Anonymous
woooooord up, biiiiitches!
The only thing you succeed at is leaving earlier. Please...please...just end it while you're young and save us all from having to see you around.

Anonymous
“If you step on people in this life, you’re going to come back as a cockroach.” -Willie Davis
do you regret any of the awful things you have done to people?

Anonymous
“I see it all perfectly; there are two possible situations - one can either do this or that. My honest opinion and my friendly advice is this: do it or do not do it. You will regret both.” -Soren Kierkegaard
don’t ever think i can’t take care of myself.
don’t ever think i’m not going to thrive.